I am super ACP, not your superman anymore ;)

I thank God! 

first time ko maranasan na mabangungot, last week, and it was like nasa bed lang ako at dun lang din umiikot yun panaginip ko, suddenly hindi ako makagalaw, I felt like nakkuryente ako at may isang shadow in female form na umiikot lang sa room ko, sigaw ako ng sigaw pero walang boses na lumalabas sa bibig ko, I was crying that time kasi sobrang ingay pa nun naririnig ko na parang may kinakaskas na yero at yung lady in shadow ay nasa harap ko na tapos wala kong magawa kundi ang nkhiga lang at tumitig sa kanya kasi ndi ako mkagalaw, look at the picture above, gnyn mismo un porma nia hbng nanaginip ako. SCARY! pero buti wlang mukha! then nagising ako nun pero sa sobrang pagod ko nun tnuloy ko tulog ko.. 

Part two! ito na, this Oct 7 3:20am.

binangungot ulit ako, amp! actually nrmdaman ko na bgo pa ako mtulog nun kasi when I was doing my review tumatayo blahibo ko dito sa room ko, and pti now hbng tntype ko toh. waah!!! ……

aun, nanaginip ult ako, same pangyayari, nkhgalng sa room at ndi mkgalaw, my mga ingay na mskit sa tenga at pra akong knkuryente, then, mjo iba ngaun kasi kht ndi aq mksigaw, nganticipate ako na smgaw kpg nwala ung ingay na nrrnig ko, then pgsigaw ko sinigaw ko un pangalan ng katulong nmin, at my pmsok sa room ko, sbi ko that time, yes! nrnig aq ng ktulong nmin pra gcngin na ako, un pla mga shadows pla un pmsok sa room ko at mdmi cla, ang nkktkot pa dun isa isa clang ngssyawan sa hrap ko at pmsok sa ktwan ko, rmdam na rmdam ko ung pgpasok nla sa ktwan ko, ndi na ako lalo nkglaw, sigaw pa dn aq ng sigaw kht la boses na lmlabas sa bibig ko, that time, tumigil un ingay tpos mya mya my nrinig akong mga bata na ngttwanan at mga konting boses ng mga babae na ngttwanan, Zzzz! hbng nrrnig ko un knkilabutan ako kht sa pnginip! ngmamakaawa na ako na gmcng, ngdsal na ako hbng nnginip ndi tlga ako mgcng, kasi pkrmdam ko ung pngnip ko ay nananaginip a qna nanaginip aq na nanaginip ako na nanaginip ako kya pggcng ko akala ko gcng na ako un pla another pnginip un na ngcing lng.. waah! ang labo, kng iicpin ko, mga 30 minutes nnyri un kasi ntulog ako higit 2am. pagising ko takkbo agad ako sa room ng katulong namin.. sigh! anu kya tong nnyyri, wla nmn akong naapakang bahay ng dwarf,. o multo, 1 thing na naalala ko ay my npgusapan ung mga tropa ko bout dwende at sbi ko ndi aq naniniwala jn tpos cnbi ko na na gs2 ko nga mgpkta sken yng mga yn eh.. lols! tabi-tabi po.. :X

(08-31)

This day reminds me of that moment in my life wherein I was given a chance to be with this special someone.

I have to be honest though, jumping in it was one of the most uncertain decision I have ever made.

Yet I have no regrets with all of it.

I was able to be with her, learn things that made life more meaningful, made life more colorful.

A year has passed and I can only recall the many things she and I had shared.

I really treasure it most.

I’m happy for her now, wherever she is.

As for me, I guess, if I’ll be given a chance again, I won’t involve myself in a relationship I’m not sure of. :))

To that special person that came my way — THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING krung.

(P.S The thought of the message is all about farewell, no intentions of any blaahh blahh.. Who cares, she’s my Ex anyway. Somehow, she has my concern,always. Di masama gumawa ng blog pra sa Ex.. T.T)

                                                                                                                   —“ACP”

I’m not that emo.. but I always act depressed, I have my friends and my life is pretty normal,then why do people compare emo to suicidal, theres no link, just because they cut doesnt mean they want to die,I love emotional songs, My future haircut says imma emo, Im happy, I make songs for the one I love, I make fun with the one I love, Im loyal to her (kahit wala akong pag-asa,meow!), and Im getting sick of people (ksma ako) calling emos are gay,I just love the looks, I Dont cut myself,Stop saying bad things about emos. mwahhchupchup..LOLs.NIGHT..  -ACPPPPPPPP

JUST GIVE ME ATLEAST THE REMAINING 0.01% OF YOUR TRUST TO ME THEN I’LL WORK HARD FOR IT TO MAKE IT 101% AGAIN.. janelle andrea :X ….. IMY..

Dear TUMBLR,

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BYE TUMBLR.

This is the day.

my fave number and her fave number = nothing.

hahaha.. 

this is the end of our “CrAmazing” crazy and amazing story..

Goodbye doesn’t mean forever, but i would say Goodbye now. 

tralalalala* 

tralalala*

no hard feelings,

only TIME could heal wounds. 

and i’m almost there,

but “TIME” was unable to remove the scar that you’ve left in my heart,

with the shape of a happy face like this ” :) ” . hahaha

and it will never fade for the rest of my life 

because it reminds me all the happiness, reality and lessons that you’ve brought

into my life

since the day we’ve met.

So long my b.a.k.l.a ………….hahaha..

                                    —Capital_ACP—

I’m weak, it’s true, ‘cos I’m afraid to know the answer.

I miss you like FB.

amp! hindi ako nakatiis at nagFB ulit ako,

naisip ko lang , walang patutunguhan buhay ko kung

lagi akong ganito, life goes on. 

tuloy lang sa daloy ng buhay. 

kalimutan lahat ng nangyari,

salamat sa kanta ng parokya na “akala”

at nabuhayan ang loob ko magFB ulit, magpasalamat ka sa akin FB 

at ikaw inactivate ko pa.. bwahahahaha…